New Washer, TV, and Going Solo

Well today seemed to be a good day. It is the best I have felt since delivering Lilliana. I was a little sore at the end of the day but after relaxing feel great. My washer came so I spent the day catching up on laundry I wanted to save for the new washing machine. I also cleaned the house just a little bit. I am now ready for the week without somebody being here 24/7.

Anthony went grocery shopping for me today so we all did not have to go out. He stocked up so hopefully it does not have to be done for two weeks. I got to stay home with the two kids by myself. It went great. I was a little nervous but it helped that part of the time was during nap. Last week I was  having huge anxiety attacks about staying home by myself and wondering how I would do it but I think my hormones have evened out a bit so now I feel better. I may have some rough days but I think I will be just fine! I do have a good friend coming tomorrow and then another friend on Wed. Anthonys mom is helping out on Tues along with his sister or his great aunt. Aunt Toni is taking Eli for the afternoon tomorrow so I think I should be good. Anthony might be home part of the day on Tues. anyways as that is the day of the funeral for his coworker. I have plenty of help and feel good about it.

I LOVE my new washer. I actually enjoyed doing wash today. I normally hate it but this was fun. I am sure the newness will wear off soon. Anthony also got a new TV today. It was his anniversary present really. We really debated about getting it but I decided he should get it. Sometimes he needs to just relax and I know he likes playing video games. He is great about not overdoing it and only playing after everything is done or I need help. It has not always been that way but he has done a lot better. I personally do not care if we have it or not although I am glad because now I can begin excercising and don't have to think about how I was going to start that. All in all it was a good day. I am sad he is going back to work tomorrow but somebody has to work to pay the bills.